When i first setup this blog, my days and nights were full with him. The one that i called my "SOUL". He steps on my heart and leaves a footprint on it until now. It is very hard for me to forget him, even though i know he is not coming back to me. The ego has overwhelmed his mind and he cannot resists it. Cause if he does so, he thinks that he will be weak.
Sometimes i do not understand why people have to blame others just because of his or her own mistake. They just can't bare that the one they love know about their secrets. Life would be easier if people admit their mistakes and then forgive. Hahaha..but life is not as simple as that. So i have to suffer a bit before i can heal my heart completely. This is what we call life...sometimes up and sometimes down....whatever it ita...I have to swim through it before the death angel come and take me away....